She was standing and whipping her team of horses and her wagon hit a bump and she was thrown out of the wagon and a wheel ran over her midriff. How a fetus could survive that I do not know.
When life is unbearable we are able to escape into a fugue state of mind.
If he did kill her “What would happen to him?” If people could not grasp what he chose to “share” with anyone they should not exist.” When he told Coleen this it freaked her out. She loved listening to him & learned a lot.
“Shoot that sunflower off the stem.”